Ugly Mon Ugly Eve...

i've actually planned to reach office extra early today. cos i've so much mess to settle.. all i need is at least half an hour earlier, though not much can be done but at least i have some of my mess properly arranged before my colleague arrive. but wat the heck... my heart almost fell out when i wake up. it was only 10 MINUTES before 8, my start working hour. duno how i managed to get all the alarms shut up when they rings to wake me up. yes, 'they', terrible huh... there r at least 3 alarms ringing at different times to get me leave my bed, every morning.. n for this morning, i purposely increase it to 4. but, the 'accident' still happens. hehe it is not the first time, but... less than five times only lar, of all my years (2++) working with the company. so normally in this situation, i spend only 5 min to get myself cleaned + dressed... 5 min.. for a gal? someone with curly permed hair? so u can imagine, the hair is absolutely unpresentable without some 'servicing' to it. but since i've always stayed in the office, n normally the clients visiting us r some old men, hehe.. so i'm too lazy to put much effort in my look... have given up in that especially when we have this new working uniform. the stpd uniform itself have already made me look old, unfashionable, dull, n doesn't fit me well.. which made it really embarrassing when going for lunch with frens, cos most of them r in their smart n nice working outfit mar. sigh...

I'm late to work for almost half an hour late. tried my best to be punctual everyday. but... it's only 8th of the mth. n i'm already late for the 4th times. *sob sob* n if u r wondering y, well.. i used to be a regular blog reader but due to some reasons, i've skipped almost half year. so recently i'm trying to finish all the interesting posts that i've missed, for some popular bloggers sites. n recently i juz bump into a senior in my sec sch, rupa-rupanya she is one of them. so, in order to support her, i stick to her page everyday... ;) then end up sleeping at 2++am last nite. worse for last few nights, slept at 4++am. but can't blame them... cos partly i'm doing my own job lah... of course, frens, dun misunderstand, i have not followed any korean vcds for quite some time... so dun lecture me on that. hehe.

so when i get to office, then i realize they have been expecting me to arrive earlier. there was some kind of birthday celebration for my little boss. my employer's son... he juz turned 24, finished study in Perth n back to help his daddy in the office. well, sorry dudes... n thanks for postponing the time to make sure i'm part of it... that remind me of my bday last mth, i am late too... ;)

well, today is definitely not a good day for me. because of the computer technical problem last Sat, making me fail to complete most of the jobs n now all is brought forward to this week. last week jobs + this week jobs, make me suffer today, n hopefully it's not going to drag till whole week. i think one of my colleague caught my half teary eye at lunch when i am too stressed with all the urgent jobs, deadlines, n complaints around... now when i recall that, it's indeed very stpd. dun ask me y, i oso duno... haha.. oh there's sth u must know too. the worst situation is, now i'm doing 2 persons' job. there used to be 3 persons in my department, but one has quit since Jan... until now the new staff is not recruited yet. last mth, i see there r more than 10 interviewees.. in n out... thought i will have a rescuer soon. but until now din see any progress.. apparently my boss is satisfied with none. very picky... so.. am i lucky or wat? hmmm... *shrug*

the whole day piss me off... until a fren looked for me for late dinner. she juz broke up with her bf last week. now she felt better n needs some companions. i'm glad she looked for me. she's looking for sth to do at night, to keep herself bz, not to think of her x. i suggest her to go for swimming lessons (so that i've a flexible n regular swimming companion ;p). my swimming skill is still under kopi-o license so it's not a waste to join the lessons, keeping her acccompany at the same time learning how to "stand water"... or float??? i think that's very important. how can i save myself in the middle of the sea without the knowledge of that... can swim is not enuf ler.

ok it's time to go to bed. will be early tomolo. i hope. ;)